Recently I have been concentrating on what I want to get out of life. I am unable to answer this question but somehow I have been deeply affected by it lately. I am just one year away from graduating college and I can’t see myself after that. What I’ll be doing, where I’ll be located? These questions that have crept up on me and left me wanting answers.
Alot of people that I know are graduating this year. As they are starting to send out resumes in the huge world of job searching and the struggles that come with it. I sit by thinking this is me one year from now, and where am I going to go? The easiest of all the struggling would be to just stay in school. Its safe in school and easier that way because I’ve been going to school practically my whole life. Grad school would let me hide from the real world for a few more years, but it would put me in ALOT of debt and I don’t know if I’m willing to commit to it without some sort of plan.
So what do I do now? I guess I can’t really say. I don’t know what the future brings and that scares me because I’m much better at having a hold on things. I guess I’m just going to be confused about this for awhile and I should stop worrying about it for the time being, but it doesn’t hurt to start preparing right?
Confessions of a writer<3